Balance and Counter-Balance

Two More Days

It's my last push to 90 days. I soooo would like to drop 4 pounds, so I can be at 40. But, as I try to keep reminding myself, the number on the scale are irrelevant. I'm feeling great, dropping inches, and feel myself getting stronger every day.

A lot has changed in the past almost three months. But old demons still creep out from the recesses of my mind from time to time. This past week has been an up and down week for me. My inner critic has dominated many days, only giving way to the pusher part of me that tells me to always be doing more, trying harder, giving more. I thought I had both of those in balance, but not so much.

I may sound all dark and depressed, but I'm not. I once thought that that if I wasn't completely giddily happy, that I was in the doldrums of depression. But I have learned, too, that that can be balanced. This week I will be making some difficult decisions. Some will effect me long-term, some have the potential to effect me long-term, but appear short-term on the surface. I do know one thing: without the confidence and self-assurance that I have somehow gained through these Xyngular products, losing weight, etc., I'd never be equipped to make the decisions. I don't know if it is the success of the weight-loss, or if it's the effects of the Xyng supplement. I do know that I can make decisions and accept the repercussions that may come my way.

So, my readers and friends, I bid you good night. I'll be back in a couple of days with results! I cannot wait!