This will not just be. . . .

. . . . something I try for awhile and give up!

Do y'all remember when I first started this blog? Every day. Every single day for a couple of months I posted. Some were really well-written, quality posts, and some, well, some just sucked. But I made the effort. And life happened, and the posts went to a couple a week, once a week, and then stopped. It doesn't mean I quit thinking about my blog and what I'd share with you. Well, it's time to pick it up again.

I still plan to be absolutely truthful--remember full disclosure--with regard to the journey I am on, the paths I'm taking the smooth ways and rocky paths. That remains true. Though I haven't been writing, I have not stopped working on myself. I plan to share, not only the weight loss and health and wellness journey, but other parts of the journey, too. I've recently begun practicing yoga; I'm learning about myself with regard to habits, goal setting, and what I need to do to be a more successful me. I'm sad to report that the business-end of my Xyngular journey has not taken off yet as I wanted it to. I'm not quitting. I'm not expecting overnight success. I did expect to be further along. Much of the study and work I am doing on myself will help me my business endeavors.

I've got about a month left before I go back to school, and believe it or not, the structure of being back may be good for me. Yes, I, who hate being structured and routinized, am admitting the structure will be good for me.

So, to end for the night, I'm just going to list some of the things running through my head. Some may become future posts. Some may make you laugh. All have come straight from my mind, uncensored--I've bound and gagged my inner critic for the next ten minutes. Here goes:

1. I can't believe that after a 16 day vacation and returning to do an 8-day, I lost all 10 pounds, plus 2 more.
2. If you put a bag of Doritos in front of me, I will eat them, and eat them, and eat them. . . .
3. I worry when I talk to people about Xyngular that they will think I'm preying on them.
4. I'm consciously working on #3.
5. People have countered that once on Xyngular, they are afraid they will not be able to maintain and will have to be on it the rest of their lives. I'm experimenting to prove them wrong.
6. Although I am doing #5, I am no in no way ready to maintain. 
7. After yoga my hamstrings kill me in such a good way that I can't wait to do it again. Also, more than my body feels good after yoga.
8. Why aren't more people doing yoga?
9. Last yoga one, I promise: One of my goals is to do aerial/swing yoga at the studio where I go. It looks like so much fun. (Pink Lotus Yoga Center rocks!)
10. I don't feel as good when I'm not taking my supplements. It is more than weight loss!! I promise. :)
11. I am tired of renting; I want a house. My goal is the end of May when my lease runs out.
12. I MUST create my dream-board this week. I can't decide if I want to do it digitally or actually cut pictures, letters, etc. out of magazines--you know, old school collage.
13. I'm very excited and nervous to go to Vegas for Xyngfest in a couple of weeks.
14. I need to read some books on directing plays before I go back to school.
15. Sometimes I feel like I'm proverbially "spinning my wheels."
16. I think this enough for one night.
17. I leave you with a video from Puerto Rico. Why it is called Crash Boat Beach--I loved to watch this! 

OK, so it may not be any wow factor! I love it! :)