Monday, May 13, 2013

Yes, I hit it. . .

. . . hit the discipline wall

Yes, y'all. Once again I prove that I am not infallible. (Like there was ever really a question, right?) For over 4 months I have been living this new healthier, clean lifestyle. And I've been fairly "braggy braggy" about it, too, if you want to know the truth. After cycle 11, I took longer than 2 days off. And now I am having the devil of a time getting back on the 8 day cycle. Sad me.

On top of that, I realized that I need to work on days off and going completely "hog wild." Emphasis on the word hog. Feeling a bit angry with myself right now. Luckily it is bed time, so soon it will be a new day, a time for me to redeem myself. Hopefully. . . .

So friends, especially those of you that complained that I was making this look easy. I've fallen a bit. It is still easier than anything else I've ever tried. But, like everything else, there will times that I'm sailing along, and times when it feels like I'm fighting for life. Keep me in your thoughts, please. Send me some collective waves of strength. This is just a speed bump, or speed mountain (if I'm in the WKHS parking lot), I know that. I still need some positive vibes sent my way, and maybe my friend Leah to leave her baby with her husband for a few days, so she can be beside me saying, "I'm just making sure that you are sure you want to be eating that!" She's good at that, and very diplomatic, as well! :)

Here's to a better Tuesday! Goodnight!

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