All Good Things. . . .

. . . You know, must come to an end. 

Well, today is Saturday; which follows that tomorrow is Sunday, and Monday back to normal. Work. School. Rehearsal. Yeah, I'm just not sure I'm ready for it. But I must be because I only have approximately 34 more hours.

Telling my nieces and sister goodbye tonight was excruciating after being with them every day for a whole week. I will make my way back to Lexington tomorrow while the folks are at church, so I don't have to wallow in a sad goodbye with my Mom. Sometimes it takes the entire drive to Lexington to recover from that.

My business remains at a standstill right now. Still staring at those zeroes, and though I know that it won't be that way for much longer, it drives me crazy. I need to re-assess my courage. I've got a couple of ideas to share my story and spread the word about these wonderful products, but I'm still so worried about what people are going to say or think about me. Owning that, it makes me question whether this venture is for me or not. Until I think about the people that I can help. Then I know that I'm doing the right things.

The word of the year is courage. The word of the year is courage. Courage. Courage. Courage the Cowardly Dog, isn't that some children's show? Courage the cowardly Debb. Ha.

The next two weeks will be busy busy. Exciting and fun, but busy. And a bit stressful. On Thursday I leave for a Xyngular Conference in Orlando, FL. While I am excited that I am going, for it is the achievement of a foal I set for myself at the end of February, I'm often shy and reserved in new situations with new people, especially with so many high-energy, outgoing people. I cannot wait, however, to learn more about the company and glean what I can.

The Spring Production is a week from Thursday, and it's going to be down to the wire. I'm kind of anxious cancelling a rehearsal on Thursday to go to XyngFest, but I am sure that things will be fine. I'm quite excited about the production. We have 2 one-act plays that have the potential to be hysterical. Monday's rehearsal will be interesting after a week away, but I really cannot wait to see my actors and create with them again.

So, while today has been and tomorrow will be hard and sad, there is plenty to look forward to and get pumped up about. I just need to "muster up some courage," as someone once said and look forward to the beginnings while giving the endings their moments.