Tonight's Post: Random Babblings of a Madwoman!

Day 20

Down another .5!

Ok, this time during my off days, I went off, let me tell you! Now I feel dirty, like those who walk the "walk of shame." Not that I would know what that is like. (And I will let you decide if I'm joking!) back to my off days--I lost a half a pound yesterday, but after tonight's "pig-fest" with my godson. I say that not beating myself up because I conciously made the decision, knowing that the results will probably not be favorable. I just wanted to splurge, and want to see the results, so if I'm tempted during an Ignite cycle, I will have something to refer back to talk. In my head this made sense earlier. (I guess I should let you know that I was out of Paxil last night, so there were probably other things I said and did today that made sense, but won't tomorrow. Note to self, don't run out of Paxil.)

All kidding about Paxil aside, I can say that after eating so clean and healthy for over two weeks, I did feel a little off today after eating some refined carbs yesterday. I felt a bit sluggish. And I CRAVED my shakes! I'm ready to get back on the Ignite cycle. I know it is important to take a day or two off between cycles, but those shakes are so damn good! And the chocolate "fro yo" I had tonight was not as nearly as yummy as the shakes with cocoa and crushed ice. 

So tomorrow it's back to Day 1 of my Ignite cycles. A LEAN shake for each meal, and two protein snacks, and I'm looking forward to it. I went shopping at Earthfare the other day--I wish I had a Whole Foods or something closer, but Earthfare on Mondays will do. Anyway, it was fun to shop there for healthy things. I bought several soy products (including two types of edamame), so it's obvious that I will be exploring soy in the upcoming days. 

I'm also excited because my mom and two of my sisters will be on day 4 tomorrow. It is fun to be on this journey together. Kind of like a "girls club" kind of thing. I am happy to report that all three of them have lost at least three pounds in their first three days. You go, guys! I'm so proud! They're also using the Xyngular products and my mom is in love! They aren't quite as public as I am, but I'll update you periodically, until they tell me to quit.

Thanks for reading and supporting me on this journey. I'm having a blast--even if I haven't set any goals yet. . . .